Unmasked!

I wrote this a couple momths ago.I was having a month full of heavy trials. Pray it blesses ya. Much Love!

Lord who is it that you saw, a troubled girl full of scars, a broken heart which you have healed. I am forever grateful. In the midst of my pain, in the midst of my tears, you came to my rescue expecting nothing in return. How could I pretend? How could I sing with joy at the work you have done. How could I praise another at the peace I have found.

Here in my room, I will quite my mouth, close my eyes, lay on my face and not pretend to be who am not because you know me to well. From you it’s impossible to hide.

With the constant noise, constant race to strive, leading nowhere worth going. I will rest in you presence, lay on your feet and cry to you, there where you once found me. Unknown and Unworthy.

Am just a girl who is far from perfection, whose sins are forgiven with each new day, who fears the future and has thoughts of what next. Who begs for mercy and prays for forgiveness.

But now there is light, now I can see; now I have hope, now there’s a future of which you hold in your hands. I can try and pretend when I leave your sight like all is well but it is here in your presence that I am unmasked.

Please help me Lord make it known to the world of how grateful I am for the nails on the cross, the pain you endured, the stripes you bared, the blood you shed, the insults you took, you could of rescued yourself but in me you thought.

A girl who would need you on days to hard, when the night was dark and the pain to hard.

Thank you Jesus for being my savior who came to my rescue for nothing in return.